maanantai 12. syyskuuta 2011

Drama. Options? Yes.

So it's bad, it's wrong, it's injustice. You think its business is bad, that somebody has to do something about it. You won't tolerate injustice! You're feeling it so strong, it actually hurts and makes you angry. When you think about it on your spare time, it pushes away every possibility to be glad or happy from that moment forward. 


When I finally get that moment of silence, of peacefulness and balance, I see those other more quite clearly; home, friends, hope and family, the cliches. However, they are real in my life.What if I would have forgotten those? Now, when I again feel connected to my real life, I suddenly keep my breath. 


How could I have forgotten this? Even if it was for a short time, it happened awfully easy. I ask myself: Is it worth it? Is it worth in my work time be trying to play a small-scale hero, if it in my spare time limits my moments of gratefulness. I say, the problem doesn't actually seem that big. Yes, it's there, it's pissing me off, but it just doesn't seem worth the effort anymore.


I feel peaceful, grateful. I smile and keep it. :) Fuck the drama. X)


Henna          

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